xiiao panda land

2010-03-03T23:15:00.000-08:00

today meet px darling for shopping.
before meeting her,
went down to queensway to collect my skit.
after that bus-ed down to bugis straight away.
actually meet darling at 1pm.
& ended up both of us are late for 3omins?
walk around bugis stress & bought quite a number of thing.
had our lunch at pastamania.
don really know how to spell.
wanted to take some fotos with darling.
but sad to say.
my camera low batt. );
after our lunch,
went to artzbox.
my fav shop. ;D
bought a bag.
is quite expensive.
i think is worth because is panda.
i'm gonna bring to work tml.

had a good time with px darling today.
7pm we leave bugis & i have to rush down to vivo to meet mr spiderman.
contonue shop at vivo.
out of a sudden.
i got temptation to buy a armani exchagne belt.
still got bilngz bilngz want lorhs.
i'm loving it.
but is very expensive. );
asked mr spiderman,
& he say buy straight away.
so i really bought it home.
but mr spiderman actually very sweet lahs.
he helped me to take all my shopping things.
pls,
i did not bully him.
is he want to take want. ><

went down yo f21,
& saw some of my old colleuges.
felt kinda happy that they still remember me. ;X
bout 2 tops,
& i'm real broke.
watch a movie after that.
& the movie is dam fking lame lahs.
NOT NICE AT ALL!!
i fall asleep lorhs. =.=
some more the movie no link want.
super regrate for watching the movie.
emily asked me to go powerhosue today.
but i didt got.
because i have to work tml.
& after our movie.
wanted to take a cab home.
is like everywhere don have cab lahs.
wated for 3omin than got one cab fetch me home. );
i have spend alot today.
from tml onward.
eat grass. ;x

& for ytd,
meet chris after work.
cause we have been few mths didt meet up already.
went to cine & actaully we want to catch a movie.
but seem lame.
got movie.
but oyu can buy ticket.
cause all the counter are close!!
so end up we went to hk cafe.
i still order the same old thing.

after eating,
bused down to chris's house to slack awhile,
& this sat chris also ask me to go st jame. =.=
after slacking awhile.
home sweet home. (;

- if i could be rich;

2010-03-01T22:29:00.000-08:00

having a bad tummy ache now.
felt super tired but cant sleep. D;
have to get up early tml for work.

- just being stupid;

2010-02-28T23:50:00.000-08:00

almost late for work today.
but still got time to take a train to work.
working alone was boring.
no one to talk to,
no one to play with.
& nth to do in shop too.

weiwei bf ring me up today.
but i was working.
he seem sad.
he told me that he is emoing
how i wish i could at his side accompany him.
wanted to rush down to look for him after work.
but he need sometime to cool himslef down.
hope he will feel batter soon.
& i alwasy be tehre for everyone. (;

i realize loving someone is not an easy task.
there alwasy be someone hurting someone.
it may be sweet when starting.
but it will slowly fade away when it get long.
why is so hard to handle a relationship?
why nowaday relationship don last?
there are so many question in my head.
i need an answer,
but who could answer me?

- a question that never have an answer;

2010-02-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

didt eat for 2days already.
sooner or later.
you will see me in the haven, ;x
i'm so broke now!!
how i wish i could get my pay today.
so that i wont be so pathetic.
i felt happy that so many people around me care for me.
& they wanted to borrow me money.
but i have rejected everyone.
i got my own reason.
but still felt thankful to them. (;

& today i could wake up & take train to work.
i saw someone look like alvan.
i'm not sure issit him.
but he just look so alike.
i think i have see the wrong person.

today after work waited for px darling finish work.
cause today was her last day. D;
i'll miss going home with her after work.
but we still have the chance to meet up again.
accompany px darling to zara at first.
saw a bow tee.
quite like it.
but.
no money to buy. D;
felt very up sad lorhs.

this mth is going to over soon.
& i hope next mth will be a better mth for me.
fotos will be upload soon (;

- you'll see me dead & gone;

2010-02-23T23:57:00.000-08:00

today was a super tring day.
work 1o staright no rest.
rotting at shop doing nth.
sale was super bad.

still got 1 more week to go to get me pay.
how i wish i could contorl the time.
so that i can get my pay now & go shopping. ;X

& this yrs really not my yrs.
so many bad thing is happening to me this yrs. T.T
make me starting to hate my life.
i miss so many so man people.
how i wish i could meet hem out again.
okays.
wei wei bf need me now.
i need to go accompany him already. (;

- i'm take back all my LOVES from you;

2010-02-22T23:08:00.000-08:00

this panda is me & vincent daddy buy at the marina funfair. (;
very cute right?

todays dinner (;
will be uploead more when everyone send me.

i finally have a chance to rest well.
wake up at 5pm. (lols)
went down to queenways to do my skit.
cause i cant wear if no zip at side.
hais
fat already. D;

bought bubble tea home for my mummy.
see i so wu xim. (lols)
she look so happy.
keep smiling while drinking the bubble tea.

actually meeting steffi at marina.
but she last min not free.
so i when down myself.
cause david bring us down to crystal jade for our dinner.
sad to say.
i didt eat much.
till now.
i still feel hungry. D;
joke around before we go home.
& david send me home.

tml have to work full shift again.
have to sleep early yet i'm still not asleep.
hope tml i can wake up early & no need to cab anymore.

- nth i can do about it;

2010-02-21T22:55:00.000-08:00

all this picture took on thurs.
the panda are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!
i'm loving it. (;

wendy bought starwberry milk shake for me.
& go panda on top.
weeeeeets~

feeling kinda down today.
ytd yanting last day.
i felt so up sad.
& felt like.
i'm the last to know.
cause she told me super last min. D;
everyone seems like leaving me.

i felt very down now.
is like my heart have broke into piecese.
what really happen to me?
my tears are falling.
but why am i behaving this way?
i hate it! i hate it! I HATE IT!!
i hate my life,
i hate myslef,
i hate being alone!!

i got so mcuh thing to say.
yet,
i don know where to start. D;
all i can do was keep quiet.
i wanted to tell people how i feel.
yet,
i cant express my feelings out.
i felt super sick & tired.
yet,
my heart told me not to give up.

i want to be happy.
i have already forget how happy feel like.
what i do to be happy?

- 我要快了;

2010-02-19T22:56:00.000-08:00

heard a bad news from kat.
felt kinda upsad.
& i hate my day.
felt super moody,

today not busy at all.
& my stomach 不聽話.
from morning till now.
PAIN!!
& make me don have the mood to eat. D;

i'm broke now.
counting down 9 more day.
& mon i'll have a dinner with my colleuges.
fotos will be upload soon. ;D

- i'm so much happy without you;

2010-02-18T22:30:00.000-08:00

today actually meeting chocolate out.
but last min,
he got something on
so will be meeting him when we both are free.

but vincent daddy is free to accompany me.
felt happy.
try to ask more people out.
but ended up,
only two of us going out. (LOLs)
meet daddy at ps at 2pm.
& i jump out of my bed this morning.
cause i though i'm late.
& yet,
i'm really late. =.=

felt kinda bad.
make daddy wait for me.
bought movie ticket at o73o pm.
than after the went to play jubeat. ><
saw alot of pro there.
how i wish oneday i'll be the same as them. ;x

after that we when to eat mathanttan fish market.
sorry if i spell wrong.
i ate fish & chip.
& the fish is like super big lahs
i cant finish some more.
so i joke with daddy.

after eating
went down to marina visit my panda friends.
saw one shop selling panda soft toy.
wanted to buy but too expensive.
so went to walk one round to decide.
took a few fotos there.
but i'm just too lazy to upload.
i told daddy that i like it alot.
& keep asking him shall i buy alot.
but ended up,
i went back to the shop & see the panda again.
daddy took one of the panda & say.
if you like it,
i buy for you.
just treat as a gift.
i was shock & reply.
we pay half lahs.
& he say okays.
bought the panda happily,
but the fking china people give me black face,
he took the panda & put it in a plastic bag.
& what i do was,
take the panda from the plastic bag.
& throw the plastic bag to the fking china uncle. ;X

felt kinda retarted hugging a panda walking everywhere.
but i like. ><
after walk round & round we trained back to ps for over movie.
kill our time in arcrde.
& felt kinda bad.
cause actually meeting mr spiderman at 6pm.
but i got a movie at o73o pm.
so we cancel & meet next time.

after movie.
daddy fetch me to the bus stop.
so sweet of him.
&i didt expect he still remember the bus stop.
felt kinda touch.
& when my bus come
HOME SWEET HOME~

& a new panda is home.
weeeets~
have to work tml.
yawns~

- fade away;

2010-02-17T23:36:00.000-08:00

a left over man tou.
& the man tou is smiling at us. (;

i'm very tired after working.
even only work for 2 days.
felt kinda sick now. D;
didt eat well nowaday.

kat apologize to me,
& i forgive her.
she say she is buying a panda for me.
& i haven received it yet. ><
but when she came talk to me.
she seem like crying soon.
give her a hugs & we smile again. ;D

i'm very tired now.
i want to go bed le,
goodnights. ;X

- i'm tired of trying over & over again.

2010-02-11T22:50:00.000-08:00

felt super sick & tired nowaday.
didt have a good rest. D;
felt super pissed off with the money changer tiko bangala.
how i wish i could scold them one day.
pls don over my limit.
i swear i'll fk you upside down oneday!!

today was a busy day.
& i have to work 1o hrs today. D;
than bout 8.3opm.
my stomach pain,headache & felt like vomiting.
i tong until 9pm.
than i went to rest awhile.
but the pain make me drop my perious tears. D;
kat saw me & got stud.
so went to joke with her.
later peopl;e though she bully me. ><

trained home & slowly walked home.
emily ring me up & asked me go for underage party tml.
my ans was.
no.
i'm working the next day.
feel like going
but i kinda broke.
& feeling super sick, D;

okays
cny is coming
i'm gonna rot at home.
& lonely valentine. D;

everything have change,
we will never be the same again.
is really time to let it go.
& i choose to give up!!
but i didt ever regret for doing so much for you.

- i was wrong for falling in loves;

2010-02-10T23:25:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna blog before i go to bed.
yes,
is getting late now.
& yet i'm not asleep. ><
& tml i have to wake up early for work.

woke up ay 2pm today.
wendy ring me up.
& i woke up.
she keep rushing me down to meet her.
& yet i did.
i took a cab down again. =.=

pepper lunch for lunch.
yummy~
after taht walk down to ion cause wendy wanted to buy some thing there.
ended up.
i'm the one who keep spending money.
chocolate last min wanted to meet me.
& i was late.
sorry chocolate. ><

i bout a blingz bilngz jacket from NET.
after that trained down to bugis to meet chocolate.
went to arcade to meet chocolate.
felt bad to make him wait for me.
& jubeat time.
still felt super noob.
i think everyone are laughing at me this noob. D;
treat chocolate play also.
& after our game we went shopping.
went to artbox to hunt some panda home.
saw a panda bag.
& i'm loving it.
but chocolate don let me buy.
he say next time when i got money than buy.

i want faster get pay.
so that i could bring that panda home. D;
wait for me okays?
panda bag.

chocolate also bring me to buy my keybord.
& i'm using it now.
if got any error.
pls don balme me.
cause i still don use to it. ><
chocolate fecth me to bus stop & home sweet home.

when rch home
webcam with chocolate.
just to show him some thing.
okays.
bed time. (;

- i'll never turn back again;

2010-02-09T23:53:00.000-08:00

yawns.
i'm very very very tired now.
have been busy the whole day.
tml 小wendy ask me out.
she is going for a 3D art for her nail.
& it cost 95bucks. (so rich)
emily also asked me out.
she wanted to buy her cny clothes.
think who to go out with tml.
can i go out with them at the same time?

went home wiht px darling today.
felt so bad make her wait for me.
all must balme that customer who came in the shop last min.
while walking to the bus stop.
we saw a man lying down the floor,
& his head was bleeding.
don know waht really happen to him.
but it seem scary. D;

& i also bought some satay home too.
cause i feel like eating. (;
treat px darling 1 stick.
& other i give my mummy.
my mummy asked me why i'm so dumb.
never buy the rice.
cause she want to eat. (lols)

is getting late now.
i'm going to bed soon.

- 想念是会呼吸的痛;

2010-02-08T23:44:00.000-08:00

its only sec week of the mth.
& i have already spend all my pay.
think i'll be eating air for the rest of the day. D;
i felt happy,
because my leg finally recover.
i can wear cover shose again. (;

i have fail my diet again.
even i drink 1 little of water everyday.
but i just cant stop myself for eating. D;
cny is coming real soon.
& yet i'm not slim down.
how am i going to wear all the nice nice clothes out?

tml i'll be going home with px dalring.
cant wait to go home with her.
cause the next day is my off day. ;X
anyone want to date me out?

- if everything could be fair;

2010-02-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

today i'm a happy girl. ;D
went out with emily.
felt kinda bad because she was sick.
& i still ask her out. ;X
but i got take my part to take care of her hors.

trained down to bugis for my cny cltohes.
ended up.
walked for so long.
i only bought one dress. =.=
went to artbox to hunt some pandas. (;
bought a pillow.
it;s damn fking cuteeeeeeeeee lahs.
i'll upload the picture when i'm free.

& i finally have a change to play jubeat.
wanted to learn for a long time.
felt very slow & retarted,
but still.
i'm a noob. D;
i'm gonna train myself.

wanted to buy a guess bag today.
& have been consider for 3 weeks.
walk the whole bugis,
but sad to say
i cant find the bag that i saw 3 weeks ago.
ended up i went down to wisma alone.
& yes,
i found the bag.
felt super happy lahs.
when i saw that bag.
called emily & told her about it.
cause i got no idea shall i buy anot. ><
after calling emily.
i called mr spiderman.
to double cfm to buy the bag.
sound kinda lame lahs.
i finally bag the bag. (;
& didt regret it.
even is kinda expensive.
but i think i worth.
i just cant explain how i feel lahs.
hahas.

&for ytd.
after work went shopping again.
bought a few panda home. (;
& also bought a stitch pouch for joy.
she got a shock when i pass it to her.
she seem loving it.
i felt happy to see her smile so happliy. ;D
we name the stitch as dua tao bong.
cause the pouch only got head.
no body.
LOLs.
reason of buying,
actually is just random.
the first i sat that pouch.
i think of joy.
& also.
think of her aunty camera pouch.
is time for her to change a batter want. ;x

okays.
i'm broke now.
from tml onward.
i'm going to eat grass & drink air.
but i'm happy shopping. ><
goodnights.
have to go to bed now.
tml have to work.

- trying hard to get you off my life;

2010-02-03T23:45:00.000-08:00

this is just a random picture.
& i know is ugly.
cause is draw by me. ><
the tail of the pig is joy add in want.
i find in funny.

okays.
today was my 9th day of working.
one more day to go~

kxg went down to visit me again.
felt happy to see her again. <3
she came down because she wanted to buy dollie birthday present.
but i still feel happy to see her. ><

after work went down to px darling shop again.
went to walk around while waiting for darling finish work.
so taht we can walk to bus stop together. (;
walk down to 313 forever21 to shop.
i didt expect i bought so many things over there.
now,
lets me kiss goodbyes to my 1oo bucks. D;

- never turn back again;

2010-02-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

what a disappointmet day?
never mind.
maybe you had forget.

okays.
i'm super broke now.
counting down to my off day & time to shop for my cny clothes. (;
went to work with a sleepy face.
i drag my feet to work. (lols)
those people who see me will think that i'm dying. ;X

saw ahlian at the washroom today.
felt super happy.
actually.
i didt know was her.
but she keep looking at me.
so i turn my head & got a shock from her. ><
give her a BIG hugs & we went off.
cause ahlian was rushing to watch her movie.
but i know i'll be meeting her real soon. <3

today was drawing tatto day.
it was so fun lorhs.
but it just using a pen to draw on other people body.
i admit i'm the first to get started.
casue i'm just too bored.
i draw on ming hand at first.
than.
when to draw kat.
ended up.
kat was the one who got whole back draw.
is like so funny lahs.
i wonder how she go home with all our drawing in her back.;x

& I HATE CHINA PEOPLE SO MUCH SO MUCH!
how i wish i could sent them back to their fking china.
they just don have brian to think.
they are just so dirty,
so irritating!!
stop acting you can speaking good english.
I JUST CANT STAND THEM!!

tml will be going home with px darling.
& lastly,
3 more day. (;
anyone want to date me out?

- 如果能夠拿的起放的下就好;

2010-01-31T23:39:00.000-08:00

i'm super tired now.
actually todya working afternoon shift.
but last min kat called me.
asked me to rush down cause joy was on mc.
so once again.
i took a cab there.
i was busy for the whole day.

my schdule finally out.
& sad to say.
my off day tml change to fri.
another last min.
joy took 2 day mc.
& i totally need to work 1o day straight. D;
now starting feel more & more tired.
some more almost everyday OT.
omg.
i think i'll fall sick soon.
but i know i'm always strong ;X

today morning justin text me.
got totally no idea why he texted me.
but he told me that he think of me.
felt like laughing.
ask me for the reason. (;

ytd after work went movie with mr spiderman again.
this time we watch tooth fairy.
at first i don get what the movie is talking about.
until the back.
is quite funny lahs.
after movie mr spiderman fetch me home.
he fetch me until my house downstair lorhs.

i'm super tired now.
need to go bed le.
or tml cant wake up for work. ;x

- i want my satisfaction back;

2010-01-29T23:51:00.000-08:00

what a fked up day?
early in the morning kena pissed.
& i already having a bad mood to work.
i don even have the mood to work at all.
but my mind set was.
just go for the money. ;X

okays.
i admit i'm giving my fking atttiude to some of the customer.
but some of them are really damn fking irritating.
i have enoguh of fake smile!!
felt super tired.
give me a break please.

tml have to wake up early again.
need to face so many irritating customer again.
but i'm still counting down for my pay day.
counting down for my shopping. (;

- if you could hear my heart is beating;

2010-01-28T23:26:00.000-08:00

having a moody day,
totally don have the mood in working.
once again.
my diet failed. D;
let try again tml. ><

- if everything could be perfect;

2010-01-27T23:21:00.000-08:00

i have made a short story with picture.
just let the picture do the talking.

bite you arhs.

yuck, pui. ><

hmmm. . .

ermmmm . . .

bleahs.

oh no,
she is mad at me. (LOLs)

i felt super retarted lahs.
but fun.
i want my pay out asap.
so many so many thing in my mind now!
i sitll haven even buy my cny clothes. D;
even i know my wardrob is full of clothes.
but i just realize.
all the clothes in my wardrob that i didt wear mostly was black.

& felt very down because my feet still haven recover.
i don want to wear slipper anymore.
but whenever i wear cover shoes.
i cant even walk. D;
pls faster recover please.

- if you colud ever realize;

2010-01-26T23:53:00.000-08:00

this picture i'm posting is my schduel.
& you can see.
it have been draw.
i felt it funny.
& its also nice don you think so too.
this was drawn by ming.
i just cant keep laughing whenever i saw the thing she wrote there.

- a question in my heart;

2010-01-25T23:45:00.000-08:00

i'm just too lazy to upload fotos. ;x
just rch home & have the mood to blog. (lols)
went out with vincent daddy & his friend today.
& i was late.
felt so bad.
but i finally pass daddy his jacket.
& my wardrob will got one more extra space to put in new clothes. ><

went down to fareast cause daddy wanted to do an excahnge of his clothes.
also visit px darling.
after that we walk down to wisma to shop for our cny cloths.
sad say.
i didt buy anything home. D;
wanted yo buy a bilngz blingz jacket from cotton on.
but too expensive.
not i no money to buy.
is just that i scare the jacket price will mark down. ;X
but i serious loves it.
anyone want to buy it for me? ;X
or maybe.
when i get my pay than say?
see weather i got fate with that jacket anot. ><

i'm still counting down to my pay day.
oh god.
make it fast please.

went for a movie after our shopping.
watched legion.
& its seriously a broing show.
fall asleep while the show start.
after movie we walk to the cathay for dinner.
i didt eat cause i'm having my diet.
slacked awhile & home sweet home. (;

&cny is coming soon.
i didt even shop for my clothes.
even i know my wardrob full of clothes.
i want to dye my hair again.
a new hair style for cny. (;
what colour shall i dye?
ash grey or brown?

thing are changing,
you seem busy till throwing me aside.
i felt so lonely now.
you make me feel that you don need me any more.
or maybe.
you have already found a batter one.
you can say i'm thinking too much.
but ask yourself why will i thinking this way?
tell me waht you really want now.
i'm not trying to suspect you or what.
i'm just saying waht i'm thinking now.
if i'm really wrong.
just prove it to me!
its really time to do something about it.

- i'm still waiting for an answer;

2010-01-23T23:04:00.000-08:00

i just loves the retarted picture we took.
just rched home & its getting late.
when to watch the spy next door with mr spiderman. (;
& felt so luck that i book the ticket first. ><
seriously that movie was a super nice movie.
& is really a MUST WATCH movie.

tml will be working again.
i'm so tired.
mon will be meeting vincent daddy.
is really tiem to return his jacket.
i think that jacket have been stuck at my house for few yrs. ;X
& also long time didt go out with daddy already.
even i just saw him ytd?(LOLs)

got really surprise that kxg went down to find me.
this time she bring her brother down.
& they really don look alike.
bought a bangle for kxg.
she seem happy.

i want to slim down before cny. D;
& counting down to my pay day.
shall i buy that guess bag?
& lastly.
i felt very touch that my lady boss order a panda tee just for me
i felt so lucky to have a such a boss.
i promise i will work hard for her. (;

- a empty heart with a broken smile;

2010-01-20T22:05:00.000-08:00

this will be a short update.
from today onward,

no more fast food.

cannot eat after 8pm.

oneday at most 2 meal.

oneday atleast 1 little of plain water.

no more candy (impossible)
hope my diet will me suscessful. (;
I WANT TO SLIM DOWN!!
hope before cny. D:

- i was wrong for falling in loves;

2010-01-16T23:26:00.000-08:00

today was a super busy day.
after wrok when down to px darling work place to visit her.
& waited for her finish work. (;
walked down to ceni for suki sushi.
felt so happy can go out with her again.
even just a short time.
bought a bilngz bilngz speat for darling too.
she seem like it alot.
took a few fotos but seem that today is not the day to take fotos. D;
the best fotos we took.

walked to the bus stop with darling & we bused home.
is like time pass so fast when i'm out
but why not at work?

its really time to cut down food & have a diet.
felt super heart ache seeing myself growing fatter day by day.
why cant i just stop EATING?
why cant i just CONTORL myself?
my diet day will never comes,
& i'll never slim down. D;

my leg was killing me to death.
till now still cant stop bleed.
oh god.
save me!
a super big & deep cut at my leg.

can you imagine how deep the cut is?
even my floor also got my blood.
what if people thoguh i kill someone?
LOLs!

bleed & bleed & bleed none stop. );

this mth/yr is really not my yr.
so many so many thing happening.
i hate this yrs so much so much
pls rewind back to last yrs if can.
it seem like everyone are changing nowadays.
even people who i close to.
i'm not going to mention their name.
having a super heart ache to see you change this way.
thing will never be the same as the past.
what have i done wrong?
issit i treat you guy not good enough?
maybe you got your new friend & throw old friend away.
or maybe.
i don know you well.

& is boyf so impt till rl friend also can give up?
i don understand.
& you even protect your boyf saying those hurting word to me.
i'll NEVER forget what you have said.
i really don understand why human change so fast?
i need a break!

- forgives but never forgets!

2010-01-15T23:36:00.000-08:00

i know my blog have been super dead.
i'm just too lazy to update. ;X
ytd didt go work.
cause i'm just too sick to go work.
& i cant even talk. D;
i'm super scare that my voice wont come back to me ANYMORE!
felt very touch that siqian text me & ming ring me up ask me take care.
& mummy cook for me. (;
i loves you all lahs. <3

& for today.
back to work again
is really enough spending 2 day at home.
felt kinda broke nowadays.
just bought a guess card holder.
& wanted to change wallet.
but no idea what wallet to buy.
guess,miu miu,gucci,agnes b,coach or bonia?
or best.
buy cheapo want
cause wallet is for me to put money
not spend money. ><

ming & yanting keep disturbing saying myu voice sound sexy. D;
i want my own voice back!

if have been a mth we didt meet up,
you will never know how much i miss you.

- fk off bitch!

2009-12-25T23:20:00.000-08:00

ho ho ho~
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i'm so happy today.
received so many so many present. (;
thank guys. <3
& i really do loves the present they gave me.

today kxg came down to visit me.
i'm so touch plus suprised.
& my ahpek finally back le. ;D

alvan today out of sudden ring me.
i got no idea is him until i asked him. ><
got no idea why is he finding me.
casue i'm busy when he called me.
by the time i ring him back he didt pick up.
think i should text him & ask waht happen.

anw.
i got no idea what to post next.
& i have to wake early again. D;

- say i'm yours baby;

2009-12-23T23:28:00.000-08:00

okays.
it have been very long i didt made my own banner. (;
& of cause a copy right one.

let me start from ytd.
still the same old thing.
cant wake up for work & rush cab down.
i think everyone now understand why & where did my money spend to.
ytd was another busy day.
ate my lunch at 5pm.
how pathetic right?
& there was one malay family pissed me off.

at first,
a malay customer came to me & ask for an exchange.
cause she say we give her the wrong patten.
so i talk to them nicely that we don do exchange.
ended up.
she walk away.
after 5min.
she find her cousin come talk to me.
so i repeat everything again.
& i was super busy.
so many people lorhs.
so after i explain everything.
i walk off & serve other customer.
& that time.
i was already very piss off.
& all i can do was fake smiling.
than that malay customer i finish serving another customer.
she came & talk to me again.
& she talk to me in a angry tone.
i try to cool myself down & talk to her nicely.
after 15min of talking.
she ask for my boss number,
of cause i don have so stupid.
give it to her.
so i told her we only have the shop number.
she want can call the shop.
than she took our shop name card,
ask for my boss name.
at that time.
my brain was blank.
so i gave her my name.
reason i giving my name is.
if she call the shop.
she can talk to me.
cause on fones.
she cant see who the person she talking to.
i did expect she ask for my own name.
so i just anyhow bomb a name out.
& i'm thinking is she stupid or what.
she don know how to read people name. =.=
after writing the name.
she walk off.

just after she walk off.
my face starting to turn.
kat came to ask me waht happen.
& she was totally shock i keep pounching the table.
think sooner or later.
the table will break.
cause of me. ><
so i told her hwat really happen.
& she just ask me not to care.

another 15min later.
that malay customer ask her mom to talk to me.
i was like.
wtf lorhs.
so.
i need to repeat everything again.
is like.
she is finding her whole family come & do exchange lorhs.
i really don understand why cant they cant under WE REALLY CANT DO EXCHANGE FOR THEM.
no matter how many people come.
I DIE DIE ALSO WONT DO EXCHANGE TO YOU CAN?
kat know i cant take it anymore & she came & help me.
at last they really never come back.
if they still come back again.
i really don know what i will do. ><

& something funny happen too.
actually i 9pm finish work.
& i didt realize that my watch timing change to other timing.
joy came to me & say is 9pm already.
so i see my watch.
& its only 7pm.
so i told joy.
stil playing with me.
she show me her watch & is really show 9pm.
& i was just like a dumbass & say.
you go cahnge you watch time & bluff me right?
than i look at my watch again than i realize that my watch time change. =.=
but ended up i still work til lopm.

lets don talk about the past.
make me pissed off only.

today is my off day.
all the way roting at home.
& didt even eating anything.
tml have to wake up super early.
cant take cab already.
if cab sure die middle of the road.
HAHAS.
is getting late already.
have to go bed now.
&& ahpek will be come back in a few day time. (;

- xoxo

2009-12-21T23:53:00.000-08:00

almost late for work again. D;
& i remember ytd i sleep quite early.
no idea why cant i wake up early for work.

i really don understand why nowaday people got no manners,
bang people is their fault.
why they just apologize to that person?
& they didt apologize that person & just act as nth happen.

went home quite late today.
& trained home.
wanted to top up my card.
& realsie i got not enough cash.
all thanks to ming save my life.
or else i really waht to do next.

while walking home.
listening to some music & bite my chocolate,
out of a sudden.
got one wired guy came & tap me.
so i turn over & see waht happen.
that wired guy keep talking craps with me.
he at first told me that he is from starhub.
ask me am i using any starhub line?
so i say no.
than i got totally no idea why he ask me for my number & want to make friend with me.
is like.
that way he talk.
got toally no link.
i keep saying don want & walk off.
i don even dare to turn to see that guy.
scare later he follow me home how?
omg omg!!
what if tml i see that wired guy again?

tml i have to wake up early again.
i don wnat to think so much & go to bed now.
or tml i have to cab to work again.
& shadan sick le.
hope he will recover soon. (;

- a scar that never disappare;

2009-12-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

wake up super early today.
but end up i still decided to take a cab to work. ><
think all the taxi driver ask earning my money.
i almsot everyday cab to work. D;
i'm broke one or the reason is this.
& i still cant stop myself for shopping the thing that i don even need it.
i realise most of thing thing i bought 5o% of it i didt even touch it.
how i wish i could stop myself for shopping.
so that all the innocent money wont fly away from me. D;

i finally bought ming's fav KFC today.
she was totally surprise by me.
wahahahas.
can see she was happy.
see her smile.
i felt happy too. ;D
& she eat happliy too.
ming keep saying 好吃好吃,
& i cant stop myself for laughing.

acting retarted again.
& today super suay lorhs.
got one bag from the top drop down & hit to my head.
think i'll be concation soon. D;
if i cant remember some of the thing.
pls don blame me.
cause my head was hurts.
ming came & sayang me.
LOLs.

felt super pathetic,
ate my breakfast at 8pm. D;
cause i'm just over busy.
totally got no time for me to take a break.
& i cant wait my next pay to come out.

xmas is coming soon.
& i'll be working that day.
will be with my girls.
so i wont be alone. (;
& who will be the senta lao ah pek on that day?
hohohohoh~

- come closer to me;

2009-12-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

i'm so tired now.
cant wake up for work again. D;
& late for 5min.

today don seem like sat.
time pass super slow.
& did expect to finish work on time.

after work went wisma with yanting.
cause i wanted a bag at charles & keith.
but didt know how much is that bag.
seeing quite a number of people taking that bag.
me myself alos feel like getting one too. ><
but sad to say.
the bag has sold out. D;
& its cause 56bucks or 6obucks if i'm not wrong.
but ended up i bought another bag.
& it cause me 4obcuks.
the price is after discount.
cause si qian broown me her discount card.
or the this i think i need to pay another 5bucks?
5 bucks can eat a plate or chicken rice. ><
i'm so broke now.
the bag abit like prada.
but i don have so much money to buy prada.
HAHAS.

i still miss the bag i want lehs.
tml shall i buy a new bag to work & say goodbyes to agnes b bag?
or bring my new bag out when my off day?
i'm super tired now.
think i need to go to bed now. (;

- stopping myself to miss you;

2009-12-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

i'm so tired now.
5 more days to go.
i think i can die.
felt super tired nowaday.
don think i got enoguh sleep.
how i wish i could work anytime i want.
& even sleep at home also can get pay.
than i also wish shop whatever i want no need to spend money. ><
but this world where got such thing. =.=
i'm just talking rubbish.

tml have to wake up early again.
& xmas is coming. (;
new yrs are coming too. D;
how i wish i always stay at 18 & never grow up.
but sad to say.
i'm 19 this yrs.
i want to go sleep now.
to be continue tml. (;

- 我每天睡不着想念你的微笑;

2009-12-16T23:32:00.000-08:00

all this are ytd fotos.
took from kxg's camera.
i know the frist picture of mine look retarted.

today cry at work.
like so paiseh lorhs.
cause ming & joy keep disturb me using kaka.
is really kinda lame.
i felt super sorry for ming.
cause i show her my fking attitude.
& poor ming need to take all my shit. ><
she was totally shock that i went to the store & cry.
she scare until she herslef also cry.
than we hugs together & cry.
like movie lahs.
than poor joy need to face so many customer while we settle our thing inside the store.

than when closing.
i saw kaka.
ming say.
faster kill it.
cause she know i'm scare.
& she blame the kaka make her cry today.
LOLs.

trainedd home.
& super lots of bangala lorhs.
some more all bangala all around me lorhs.
almost 不能呼吸 & die.
keep wishing faster rch home.
& i got no idea what all bangala keep looking at me.
see liao jiu dulans lorhs.
but lucky only a few stop.
or i think i really die is the train. ><

- i don wnat a boyf but a real man;

2009-12-15T21:37:00.000-08:00

wee u wee~
today finally off.
can sleep until i happy. (;

today actually meeting kxg 123opm at imm want.
ended up meet her o23opm.
cause she say her mummy very slow.
than the most funny part.
when kxg text me.
i told her i'm awake.
up the fect is.
i'm still lying on my bed & sleep.
but by the time i wake up & perpare.
i'm still early.

when to party world.
& i have wait for this day super long.
let the picture do the talking. (;

this drink nice.
i like.

kxg took my camera & take a fotos on my while i singing. =.=

a random want.

after singing.
wanted to go bugis & shop.
but sad to say.
is raining.
so didt go.
kxg very sweet lorhs.
even she don want to go bugis.
she die die also want to accompany me go.
but in the end.
we still never go. LOLS

kxg bring me to a kopitiam & eat fast food.
& is really veyr nice lorhs.
i like. (;

my grill fish.
the cheese pasta not nice want.

kxg super big crispy chicken.

kxg say she want to take fotos with the chicken.

cab home cause raining.
i had so much fun today with my kxg. <3
the cab uncle also very good lorhs.
he drive ver fast.
i like.
& he send me to my hosue downstait & never charge me the extra.

today need to go to bed early again.
have to work tml.
no work.
no money.
hahahs.

- 说你也一样的爱着我;

2009-12-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

today before open shop went to 77th street buy mr spiderman xmas present.
& bout this for him.

this two add together not cheap okays?
but i'm not going to say how much. (;

joy mia today.
kinda worry for her.
call her didt did pick up,
wonder what really happen to her.

passed ming fedora,
she i'm glad that she loved it (;
& ming ask me to go B's shop & choose my present.
i shoot her & say.
你当我是笨蛋吗？
you ask me choose there.
still got discount.
than she say.
你可以拿贵的.
but ended up i didt.
cause i got no idea waht i really want,
give ming go think herself.
buy herslef. ><

having lots of fun while working.
& of cause is a busy day again.
but i still can find the extra time to play (;

felt super pissed.
cause dinner i order a bowl of seafood tom yam soup.
waited bout 2omin than my food arrive.
than i wanted to start eating i realize the deliver the wrong order that i wanted.
i don mind the wrong order.
but sad to say.
they give a pork & mushroom tom yam soup.
so i called back & told them they have give me the wrong want.
they say they will help me change another one.
so i need to wait another 2omin. =.=

when the right bowl arrive.
peter (the delivery man) said to ming.
the mushroom & prok tom yam soup treat you.
i ji tao turn off. =.=
than ming seem super happy.
& she also said.
why don peter said early.
or she can eat first.

than mind also say.
next time we keep calling them
say the wrong order.
than we got free noodle eat.
i ji tao laugh out loud loud.
but i know she was just joking.

after work meet mr spiderman out to slack.
walk to somerset,
the new shopping center to walk.
when to FOREVER21 but some super nice hair clip.
say kxg wallet there.
but is in blue colour.
& kxg want is purple.
wanted to buy the blue want for kxg.
but she have one already.
what for buying the same thing for her right?

when to slack at TCC,
& order a drink.
mr spiderman order chicken wing lorhs.
make me feel like eating also.

the drink that i order.
look nice right?
but teast like ice cream lorhs
& the chocolaye is fking not nice. ><

the chicken wings,
there are 5 piece.
each person eat 2 and a half piece.
LOLs.

is really very irritating using a knif & a fox eating the chicken wing.
but i still gei kiang.
ended up.
my both hand very pain.
than mr spiderman bth use hand.
he so funny lahs.

thinking when to pass mr spiderman his xmas present.
ended up i pass him the present & TCC.
wondering what shall i buy for ahpek & shadan for xmas too.
anyone can help?
gives me some idea pls.

when home & run toliet lorhs.
my spiderman also.
i think the chicken wing got problem.
next time who ever go TCC.
pls don order the chicken wing.
if you want to keep running to the toliet.
go a head & order (;

yes ah~
tml meeting kxg.
happy happy ;D
going party world.
more happy.
cant wait tml to come.

- i spending all my time to think about you;

2009-12-13T23:21:00.000-08:00

another busy day.
almost late for work today.
wake up at 1215pm.
& i need to rch shop at 1pm.
i jump out of my bed & rushing myself to perpare.

this few day i got no idea why people keep treating me things.
ytd food fair last day.
got one aunty very good lorhs.
she say i alwasy support her.
she treat me a bowl of soup.
than today i walk pass a pancake shop,
& say hi to that aunty.
she treat me eat ang ku kue.
her new menu.
than ming say sooner or later i will become more fat. D;
& I DON WANT!

joy today super bad lahs.
keep scare me.
she use a black 毛毛 & put it infront of me & said "kaka".
i chua tio & scarm. =.=
than ming keep laughing at me. D;
than joy take that black 毛毛 ^ play with it.
is super funny lahs.

is really time to diet le.
i cant bear to see myself growing fatter & fatter. );
& don wish to hear people say i'm fat too.

as for ytd.
i was shock taht ahpek called me.
& i really cant explain my feeling.
i apologize to him that didt pick up his call before he fly off.
& before he heng he ask me to take good care of myself.
seriously.
i didt expect he will call me. =.=

& i finally pack my wardrob.
i realize that i got hundred over clothes.
most of them i didt even wear it.
why cant i stop buying. D;
will it be more coming in?
i think it will. ><

i'm so tired.
tml have to work again.
morning some more.
think i need to have a good rest now.
or tml i cant wake up again.

- i want to be faithful;but i cant keep my hand out of HELLO PANDA. <3

2009-12-12T23:53:00.000-08:00

today was a super busy day.
times fly~
actually meeting shadan today.
but than he say his leg pain.
so ended up we didt meet up.
felt kinda disappointed.
cause it have been some time we didt meet up.
hope shadan will recover soon bahs.

than today joy,yangting & ming keep disturbing me lorhs.
so bad.
they know i scare kaka.
still use kaka to scare me.
almost cry lahs.
so scary lorhs kaka. );
than i keep shuoting there and there.
macham mad people.

went home quite late today.
& trained home with siqian & ming.
siqian say today i dress like OL.
like sad only lorhs.
tml need to wake up ealry & shop for xmas gift le.
& i'm going to be broke soon. D;

- you make me smile;

2009-12-11T23:02:00.000-08:00

today i'm a happy girl. ;D
kxg came down to visit me.
& she bought a purple bilngz blingz spect.
got people rich le lorhs.
titi shopping.
& kxg pass me a loves letter plus a cute panda sticker.
i'm super loving it can?

this what she give me.
so sweet right?

today was super busy.
went home & read the letter she write to me.
i'm super touched lahs.
while reading.
my tears auto dorp down.
cant wait to go out with kxg lahs.
i want k-box. D;
hope tue we meet can go sing k (;
loves my kxg many many many lahs.

today ahpek fly to cambodia le. );
felt so bad didt pick up his call before he fly.
but he did text me.
by the time i saw.
it's really too late le. D;
but i did reply him.
don know did he receive what i text him anot.

today was busy busy busy ~
don even have the time to eat.
& felt touch that the food fair aunty keep for me my fav meat ball.
tml food fair last day le.
i'll be missing the meat ball.

ytd played viwawa with mr spiderman.
than he told me that he bought me a xmas present.
is just that waiting the change to pass me.
he still ask me guess what he buy for me.
buy i really got no idea what he buy until he told me.
he told me that he went alot of place just to buy my gift.
& its pink colour.
wonder how he know i like pink?
maybe because my phone is pink colour?
LOLs.
anw.
有心就好啦. (;

tml have to busy busy busy again.
& also tired tired tired again.
think i need to rest already.
& i'm so happy that so many people around be do care & loves me. (;
i loves you guys too. <3

- read your name in my heart. <3

2009-12-10T23:23:00.000-08:00

its have been so long i never update my blog.
have been busy working.

i miss you so much,
thinking when can i see you again.
i miss the time we go out together.
also miss the time we go watch movie together.
cant wait to see you again.

- you made me loves drunk;

2009-11-29T09:31:00.000-08:00

today was a broing day.
acting retarted at work.
& soon the shop can become k-box. ><
took a few retarted photo with ming.
just to pass time. (;
let the photo do the talking.

i'm laughing,not emoing.

laugh out loud loud. ;D

i'm so tired now.
finally can sleep all i want tml (;

- i want nobody but you;

2009-11-28T23:37:00.000-08:00

today cab down to work.
i still cant wake up for work.
even i cab down.
i still late for 5min.
LOLs.

jasmine went to the food fair & boguht me 鱼蛋.
very nice lorhs.
& i realise when the food fair open.
i cant stop eating again.
i don think i can continue on diet.

than very suay lorhs.
today over rush to work.
forget to bring charger.
than my phone low batt.
cant contact everyone. D;
wanted to ask ming to bring charger for me.
but by the time i ask her to bring.
she already leave her house.
so the whole day didt use the phone at all.
really don use to it lorhs.

than when home after work.
change my phone & i realise i got 5 msg.
i though no one find me lorhs.
hahahahas.

大cat leaving us soon.
& we are having a steamboat on mon.
weet u weets~
i'm going to keep a empty stomach & go.
ahbo really wasted.

is getting late now.
& i need to go to bed already,
or tml i cant wake up go work again.

- 只能在一旁默默的想这你;

2009-11-25T23:05:00.000-08:00

almost late for work today.
& my thorat was very pain.
actually wanted to take an mc.
but ended up i still go to work.
my stomach was super pain.
cant even stand properly. D;
but i still gei kiang drink cold water. ><
ended up more painful.

actually today after work going k box.
but they cancel.
kinda sad.
but even got go.
i also cant go.
casue I'M SICK!!
than emily also got ask me go rebel.
i wanted to go badly.
but i cant. D;

went to shop for another pair of shoes.
but don have the shoes that i want.
& even have.
i don think i have the money to buy.
accompany ming to kfc.
she settle her dinner over there.
talking lots of craps too.
& we craps until the kfc close also don want to go back. ><

thinking tml shall i take mc anot.
feeling real sick.
but felt kinda guilty.
cause tml is ph eve.
i scare will alot of people.
plus let new girl work alone.
tml thing tml settle bahs.

- 我想就一直这样牵着你的手不放开;

2009-11-24T23:15:00.000-08:00

today cant wake up for work again.
i'm so tired.
even i sleep whole day at home ytd.
& today time pass really very slow.
& also eat alot.

after work went shopping with yanting.
& i finally bought a shose for work.
& also bought a dress too.
but i'm broke.
so sad.
all my money go to my shopping.
no money eat le.

tml have to work again.
& sad to say
tml k box is cancel.
casue all say no money,
& change the day to next mth.
hais.
i want to go k box.

& today actually wanted to take cab home.
but than all taxi stand got alot of people.
plus don know who so many people todya lorhs.
ended up i take bus home.
when i walk to cine alone.
out of sudden i miss shadan.
when at bus also.
i miss shadan so much lahs.
everywhere i do.
it reminds me of shadan lorhs.

is getting late now.
is time to wash up & go to bed.

- i'll be writing you a loves song;

2009-11-23T23:07:00.000-08:00

feeling super sick today.
actually meeting chocolate.
but ended up we didt meet up.
stayin at home all day.
you will only see me in my room bed.

i miss shadan.
i miss going out with shadan.
i miss spending all my time with shadan.
i miss breakfast with shadan.
i miss shadan fetch me to work.
i miss shadan fetch me when i finish work.
i miss going shopping with shadan.
i miss dinner with shadan.
i miss shadan cooking.
i miss shadan so much so much.
when do i have a chance to meet shadan?

whole day lock myself in my room keep thinking alot of stuff.
我想你想到哭了，
my pillow was wet.
but no one knows i'm crying.
emo alone in one corner of my bed.
no one just understand how i felt.
having a heart ache whole day.
& plus my flu,cough & fever.
is really very very 辛苦.
tml i have to go to work.
i'm thinking how am i going to tahan.

didt eat much today.
i really don have 胃口to eat.
& ytd i have learn a few malay word.
but most of them are bad word.
okays.
i don want to think too much already
tml will be a batter day.

- 表达不出的爱;

2009-11-22T23:45:00.000-08:00

i'm so sick now!
my throat very pain.
plus having a bad flu.
think i'm going to stay at home to have a good rest tml.
even now i'm sick.
no one cares.
i felt super pathetic. D;

i'm so broke now.
from tml onward.
i'm starting to eat maggie again.
& i'm trying to cut down on food.
growning fatter & fatter already.
is really time to on diet,
but sad to say.
i cant do it. ><

later baby rahman want to meet me.
& he will be my teacher tonights.
hope i can learn as much thing as i can.

things starting to change.
it seem like it will never be the same again.
is just too late to regrat everything i have done.
& is also too late to say i'm sorry.
if there is a thing to make you forgive me.
i swaer i'll do it.
i miss the past you. D;
what i do to make you come back?

- 一个人在雨中哭着;

2009-11-21T22:13:00.000-08:00

today was a super pissed day.
so many so many stuff happen.
thinking tml shall i take a mc and rest at home.
staring geting sick & tired of this job. ><

& today kena touch 2 time lorhs.
so suay.
first was a little boy.
he was playing his little toy car while waiting for his mom.
but i got no idea why he need to poke my leg in the first place.
so i didt want to care at first.
after i turn back.
that little boy touch my leg again.
i jitao piss off & walk off.
ming & cat was laughing at me.
how sad?

than after a few hrs later.
there was a uncle stand behide me & i did not realise.
out of sudden.
that uncle touch me.
at first i though is ming or yanting trying to play with me.
how i know i turn back is a uncle.
i was totally stund.
the i keep looking at the uncle & he keep saying sorry to me.
so i complain to kat & she wanted to help me scold that uncle.
ended up she didt.

i'm so tired now.
& my leg was killing me.
regret wearing heels to work.
& i think i'm going to sick soon. D;

- i miss the past you. D;

2009-11-20T22:17:00.000-08:00

i'm soooooooooo tired today.
cant even wake up for work.
ended up i'm still late for work. D;

actually meeting chocolate today.
but we didt meet up in the end.
& choclate is a big fat pig. ><

- it will never be the same again;

2009-11-19T23:00:00.000-08:00

i'm finally back to my dead blog.
i got nth much to update.
been busying working as normal.
& now the schduel have change.
whoever working morning shift need to rch shope 3o min early.
& its really very tiring lorhs.
but just go for the money. ><

once again.
i'm broke.
but i got so many so many thing to buy.
& i miss going out with shadan. D;

i cant be lazy now.
my room is in a mess. ><
is time for me to pack.
how i wish i got a part time maid that no need to give pay.
so that will help me clean up my room & i no need to do it myself.
but i know is impossible.
i'm just dreaming.

- 只能怪我不够成熟；

2009-11-10T23:33:00.000-08:00

today almost late for work.
& seem like 11hrs of sleep not enough for me.
but after awhile.
i don feel tired anymore.

ming today sweet enough.
bought me nasi lemak for me.
& is really very nice.

but you see.
the chili macharm free want.
so many.
& i cant finish it lorhs.

i'm have beening worry for you the whole day,
you seem like avoiding me.
i really got no idea why you treating me this way.
i just want to know waht really go wrong.
stop treating me so cold.
its really hurts.
don you know i need you so much?
read my mind,
&hear my heart.
i think of you every min,every sec.
where is the past you?
i want it back now now now!
don you know i miss you so much?
i got so much so much thing to tell you.
come back to me. T.T

一定是我不够好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角
躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好

- fixt my broken heart;

2009-11-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

wake up early in the morning today.
just to meet shadan.
took a cab there & its cost me 15bucks i think?
than when i saw shadan i was so happy.
& shadan cook so me.

my breakfast. ^^

than he also got give me chocolate eat.
so sweet right?

吃在口里，甜在心里. <3

than we bout 4 plus take bus go paragon eat sushi teh.
than some more raining.
i jitao sian ji pua.
than walk a fews block.
there was one guorp of guy weet u weet me.
shadan say want.
LOLs.
but i hack care them. (;

look delicious right?
but i never eat. D;

both bunny using their butt & face me. D;

after eating.
walk down to douby to catch a movie,
astor boy.

astor boy very cool,handsome & cute right?
i know.
but in my heart.
panda come first.
& one more can replace panda.
i'm not going to say.
is a serect. ^^
but astor boy this movie is damn nice lorhs.
& is a MUST WATCH movie.

than after movie.
shadan fetch me home.
& i bought something for shadan too.

nice anot?

i will open this when i meet shadan again.
i'm going to share with shadan. ^^

it's seem that everything have change.
you act wired to me.
i really got no idea waht else i can do for you.
i want back the past.
tell me waht have really go wrong?
i'll promise i'll change.
look at my eyes & tell me that you loves me.
everything is alright.
& you always be by my side.

- stay close to me;

2009-11-08T22:33:00.000-08:00
tears to sleep last nights again.
my heart are aching.
having a nightmare too.
went to work with a broken heart again.
i hate this feeling seriously.
when ming rch the shop.
she was shock.
she saw me crying at the sotre room.
she keep asking me why.
& yet i never said a single word.

kxg wanted to gave me a surprise for coming down to find me.
ended up she is the one who get shock by seeing me there cry. ><
& i cant imagine i cry while serving a customer.
i didt eat the whole day.
not because i want to 做仙.
is because i not totally 没有胃口.
than today david ask me why i like 无精打采.
than i keep saying nth.
i got totally no mood to work lorhs.

& some more everytime i think of you.
my tears satred to roll down.
i really want you so badly.
all i wanted just a chance from you.
i have already cry my whole heart out.
just one more chance will do.
i promise i'll change.

i know i'm selfish,
i know i'm sensitive.
i know my attiude sux.
just one more try will do.
& i promise.

- 请原谅我不够成熟

2009-11-07T22:30:00.000-08:00

i tears to sleep last night.
went to work with a broken heart,
& spend over 1oobucks on shopping.
all say i'm a da ka to them.
cause buy thing never see price tag.
macharm free. =.=

i'm really very sick & tired of faking smiles,
my heart are crying.
no ones hear it.
how long can i acting nth have happen?
maybe i should continue to lie to myself i'm a happy girl.
so that whole world wont have to worry bout me.

只想和你说声对不起，
为何我就是没有勇气让你知道？
i don want a cold war ANYMORE,
its really hurts.
i'm still waiting. . . D;

- 说好的幸福呢？

2009-11-06T23:36:00.000-08:00

i am sorry. D;
i'm seriously regret treating you this way.
i hate myself so much so much.
i keep blaming myself why did i treat you this way?
i should not go off & leave you alone.
i should not giving all those fking addtiude.
i should not mad at you in the first place.
i should not shout at you.
i should not being so childish.
i should listen waht you said.
i'm really really very sorry for waht i had done.
i'm really don meant to do all this to you.

my heart are aching.
i know you are mad at me.
i really learn my mistake.
i just want to apologize to you.
i just don know how.
& i got totally no mood to eat today.

the only i can do is just using my blood to exchange your forgivness.
& each scar represent a letter.
total there are 8 scar.
& it means i am sorry
you may say i'm foolish,
i'm stupid,
i'm dumb.
i'm silly,
i just lost my contorl. D;

i cant help myself for rolling treas down from my eyes.
my heart really hurts.
i told myself to be strong.
but once i thunk bout you.
i just cant contorl.

i need you & i really do.
don treat me so cold.
come back & talk to me.
i'm really lost without you.

- 我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来

2009-11-04T23:45:00.000-08:00
let me start from ytd.
felt very down.
try to find people come down to talk with.
but alot of people rejected me.
& i'm good enough to have a good friend like emily.
she know i'm sad from bugis rush down to my house just to accompany me.
felt very touch.
i just cant stop my tears rolling down from my eyes. T.T
really felt very thankful.
she the one who cheer me up.
& thanks her for bring there to be my listen ear.

we went to near by mcd,
& is my treats. ;D
i also sponser her cab fair hors.
than after eating.
slack awhile before she leaves.
than very funny lorhs.
standing at the bus stop flat for cab.
than got one police car pass by us.
& the police car U turn back just to check our IC lorhs.
so lame right.
this was my first time kena screen lorhs.
the police man really very lame & funny.
ask me for more. ;D

than today.
almost cant wake up to go work.
cause i slept at 5am last night.
wanted ahkor to drive me to work.
casue he off.
but he zekark enough.
say very tired.
ask me take cab.
than bo bian took cab to work.
but than still late.
afew min only. ><

went to work with a sad face.
yanting keep asking me am i okays.
i fake smile to her & say i'm fine.
do all the cleaning as normal.
when ming's come.
she ask me the same question. =.=

but today also got joke going on as normal. (;
i'm just entertain them.
good enough right?
& i'm suay enough.
遇到siao zar bo
ask me for more.
is just a long story.

& today i can 做仙 already.
give than siao zar bo 气包 never mind.
i see food got totally 没有胃口吃.D;
don know what really happen to me.
than always feeling cold.
fever & headache.
omg omg.
i want to recover.

today actually meeting shadan for hk cafe.
but he too busy. D;
will be meeting tml.
than mr spiderman come down meet me.
meet him at contorl station.
but sad to say.
is raining.
but lucky i got bring umbrella.
ahbo 落汤鸡lo. ;X
than i need to put my wet umbrella into a plastic bag.
& i don have any.
so went to wisma FOREVER21 bought some hair clips just for a bag?
sound stupid.
but i'm going to give out the hair clips tml for my girls. ;D
i'll be unloading the hair clip tml.
cause i haven took a fotos of it. ><
bring mr spider man go see a doctor.
cause he sick for few week le.
he keep saying don want to see.
but ended iup kena drag by me. ;X
after seeing.
help him flat cab home.
hopes he will recover soon.

out of sudden
got a feeling going to sing k.
anyone want to go with me? D;
omg.
i almost forget fotos of the day.

a present for david.
his own wallet. ;X

- my life are just meaningless;

2009-11-01T11:00:00.000-08:00
I'M SURE DISAPPOINTED NOW!
everything seem like different.
no one know how i felt.
no one care too.
no one just understand what i really want.

early in the morning woke up & my tears are rolling down from my eyes.
my heart are aching.
feelt like many knife stab in my heart deeply!
scar are everwhere in my heart.
i cant breath properly.
it's really hurts i swaer.

people will always though i'm a happy person.
ya.
look by outside.
not inside.
i have enough of all this.
i hate my life.
it's just so unfair.
i hate it i hate it I HATE IT!

why cant i have someone to talk to when i'm down.
someone to be there?
& a shouder to cry on?
even i'm sick.
no one cares.
how sad can this be?

i'm just too stupid for being so nice to everyone.
it's really over my limit.
i alwasy give in.
& yet this is what i get?

i hate people who force me to do thing i that don want/don like.
i hate people who lie to me.
i hate people who just left me behide alone.
i hate people who do things without thinking.
i hate people who break my promise.

i always keep the promise that i made.
why cant others can?
i just felt the whole world are hating me?
i really had enough of all this.
if i'm dead.
i'll NEVER rest in peace!!!

- 心痛的无法呼吸；

2009-10-31T22:54:00.000-07:00
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE! ;D
& today was busy,busy,busy~
& ate 1 & a half meal.
LOLs!
morning shadan bring me go eat breakfast,
& also fecth me to work.
than yangting bought me cheese sussge.
i'm sure full can?

than bout 6 plus.
david bought us fish & chip plus cheesey chicken.
i told minf that i want to faints.
& she laugh at me say,
people is hungry until faint.
& yet i'm full till faint. D;

feeling sick too.
told ming that i felt sick & she say my face look red.
like got fever. D;
feel like dying.
than she keep asking me go eat panadol.
but yet i reject her. ;X
i ai zai want.
never say die. ><

but sad to say.
i'm sick no one cares.
still thinking tml will i recover?
if still sick.
shall i go work?
i think even tml sick i will still go work.
cause i want to take my white note.
lalalalas

than today emily actually ask me go club.
fk lorhs.
if i no sick i sure go want lorhs.
why i sick?
plus tml work.
hais.

today so many wired people.
so many monster,
so many shaui ge. (wee woo wee)
so many ren yao also.

& for ytd.
i got something to say.
shadan fetch me after work & we cab home.
casue my leg i'm damn painful. D;
& he pass me this,

nice bangle right?
if i'm not wrong singapore cannot find.
if you want.
pls fly to india & buy. ><
i wear this bangle go work & siqian, ming & yanting say nice.

i think its time to have a rest
or tml really cmi.
i still want my white note.

- dead & gone;

2009-10-29T21:15:00.000-07:00
yeah.
tml morning shadan will be coming back.
cant wait to see him man.
shadan will be fetching me after i finish my work. ;D
time,
pls pass faster can?

felt super worry just now.
tried to call shadan but his fones was off.
no idea what really happen.
seriously.
my heart are aching & felt like crying.
zzz.

after afew hrs of waiting.
shadan finally call me.
my mood turn supre fast i swaer. =.=
& i was totally shoack when shadan ask me waht coach bag i want.
what colour.
so i ask shadan help me see weather got any checked want anot.
but sad to say.
there also never sell.
i where selling those checked want. D;

tml need to workin again.
need to wake up early some more.
think it's time for me to force myself to go to bed now.

kxg,
don be too up sad okays?
you are not alone.
i'll be always be there siding you.
no matter what.
i'll be there for you.
& halloween.
i try to celebrate with you.
sorry that i need to work.
& i promise to buy you that BIG BIG ♥ shape spect.
you die die also must wear out okays?
I DARE YOU. ;D
loves you lots lots okays? <3
all i want is just a smile from you.
hao ma? D;

- tatoo my name across your heart;

2009-10-26T22:00:00.000-07:00

just a random picture.
finally had i good rest at home.
& all my hosue work are done. ;D
see a clean room make me feel so happy.
LOLs.

a few more days left.
i want my pay asap.
tml need to eat grass & drink air.
how sad?

- fill my heart with rainbow colours;

2009-10-23T23:13:00.000-07:00
this mth was a super broke mth.
wtf lorhs.
spend 1oo over bucks calling oversea,
but seriously worth. <3
regrat buying that fking sliming pill.
seem like i'm not getting silmer but FATTER!
i don wnat to eat that pill ANYMORE!

today was kinda busy.
time flys~
6 more day left.
but seem slow. D;
& i'm still waiting.

i want to buy a bag.
but no idea what to buy.
longcharm or miumiu?
how i wish singapre coach got the checked bag.
is like so nice lorhs.
this mth broke.
i think next mth also will broke lorhs.
saded.

today kxg came visit me.
pass her the 3D sticker.
& share my milk tea with her. (;

cant wait for my off day & pay day.
this week.
i'm going to be a good girl staying at home.
is really time to pack my messy room.

- wearing black lipstick & kiss you all over your face;

2009-10-18T23:45:00.000-07:00
another 12 more day.
& i just cant wait to see you.

- never break apart;

2009-10-12T23:45:00.000-07:00
today went to alot of place.
went to meet one of my ex.
cause he say he want to meet me.
so okays.
i went down to his house to meet him.
i swear we waht also never do.
believe it anot.
anything you.
cause i have already tell the truth.

when i was sleeping.
he keep touching my head.
but i didt care.
continue with my bueaty sleep. ;D
he treat me paper lunch.
but he did say i'm fat already.
how sad can this be?
he also say i not much change.
still as same as last time.
kongkum.

after eating.
i went down to tiong bahru to buy my sliming tea.
but sad to say.
i got a wired feeling that tell me not to do so.
so i didt bought.

walk down to bukit mehra to see weather got any smlimiing tea to buy.
& sad to say.
i got no idea what to buy.
so walk pass a GNC shop & ask bout sliming pill.
i have made up my mind.
not all tea is nice.
& i perfer pill.

than got one lady serve me.
she told me many of their product.
so i did listen to her.
& bought one of their product home.
it's cost me almost 1oobucks can?
but never mind.
lets see will the pill work.

i took a cab home.
cause it's raining.
when rched home.
kxg texted me told me that she saw goofy at causeway point.
& the first thing i think was.
faster go down buy.

went to check the shop number & call.
reserve one from jurong point.
cause they say they left only 3.
rush down while thinking a way to meet kxg.
than i realize while i rush down.
i haven bath,
forget to bring my watch & bangle. =.=
both hand totally nacked.
so don used to it.
but 为了 kxg
is worth it. (;
felt so bad.
cause kxg was tired but i force her to meet me. ><
cab down to kxg hosue just to pass her that goofy that she wanted for so long.

& the taxi driver very funny lorhs.
also can say kind enough.
friendly too. (;
he asked me where i wanted to go.
so i told him.
he keep talking to me.
& i wonder taht uncle issit pa jiao?
say i slim?
still say i so good buy present for friend(kxg) still deliver down.
i did told that uncle that i want to surprise friend.(kxg)
than that uncle keep saying i so sweet blah blah blah.
he is quite a nice guy.
cause the cab fair actaully is $22.7o
but he let me pay him 22bucks.
now.
i'm seriously BROKE!

try to find kxg but saw kxg friend.
so pass kxg friend goofy & i went off.
cause i scare kxg was angry with me?
don want to see me?
& no face to see her. ;X
cause i scare she too tired.
when i'm in the bus stop.
kxg texted me.
ask me where am i.
& she was so lucky.
i didt took the first bus.
she came down & look for me.
went to slack awhile & home sweet home.
see kxg happy.
i also happy. ;D

kxg,goofy & me

from tml onward.
i;m going to drink air & eat grass.
wallet left with 1obucks i think.
how to last until end of this mth.
omg.
but never mind.
i got my own way.
& hope this time round.
i will 减肥成功!
all wish me good luck bahs.

all my bone have be coming lazy bone.
actaully wanted to pack me room.
& now.
still a mess. ;X
lets wait my next off day.

tml work again.
omg.
i haven had enough of my beauty sleep. D;

- i'm so tired of teras;

2009-10-11T23:43:00.000-07:00
ytd,
work morning shift.
finish work at 9pm.
but waited for ming to finish work.
helped her awhile too.
rush down to marina & meet up the rest.
cause we are going to celebrate kat birthday.

ming walk super fast okays?
& keep saying 我很俄.
when meet up the rest.
i'm super tired can?

went down hk cafe & eat.
pass kat present & she seem like it alot. ;D
others,
let fotos do the talking.

& for today,
HAPPT BIRTHDAY TO YOU KAT!
sure lazy to go work.
felt super sleepy.
but die die also need to go work.
or else where got money?

than i really realize i fat alot.
but yanting stop me for buying sliming pill. D;
i really cant stop myself for eating.
who can really save me?

- stay with me,will you?

2009-10-09T23:48:00.000-07:00
i'm so sick today.
actually meeting yanting 1115am at ion but ended up i over slept.
felt so sorry.
try to rush myself for perpare.
see weather still can meet yanting anot.
so last min meet yanting at fareast.
i took a cab down.
cause i scare i'll be late.

bough a topup card just to contact my sahdan.
stupid flu,
got so many people can find.
why come find me?
out you go man. ;X
i'm just beeing retarted.

today just ate a bowl of porridge.
seem so pathetic.
& did;t have the mood to work.
felt so sorry for ming.
make her do alomst everything. D;

than after work when window shop with yanting.
while waiting for other finish work.
than went mac for supper.
zhe buai siao liao.
肥死了。=.=

than today whole day i very cold lorhs.
felt super irritated.
think i need to rest early already.
tml need to wake up early.
& hope ahkor return back my fones for repair.
hell man.
so many thing to do tml.

- i cant sleep without you next you me;

2009-10-08T23:18:00.000-07:00
i'm so tired now.
felt like sleep when working.
yawns.

i miss night life so much.
everyday.
finish work.
go home.
sleep.
like no life.

have been take bad this week.
thinking how am i going to save money?
i still got a long way to go.
& i don think i can last me money till end of the mth.
omg.
who can save me?

& today after work.
randomly walk to cine & took bus home.
& feeling super tired now.
even i drink a can of coffee.
tml is another day.

- 我的爱只能够让你一个人拥有；

2009-10-07T23:11:00.000-07:00
today is a super suay day can?
though that i'm working morning shift.
i jump out of my bed cause is already 11.45am.
left 15 more min how can i rush to work right?
so i rush myself to work.
ended up i took out my fones & see.
小kat texted me.
told me to come afternoon shift.
i totally sian ji pua. =.=
she apologize for her last min.
but never mind.
lucky i saw that msg outside my house.
if i'm in the cab.
sure die.

but ended up stil cab to work.
cause i'm just too lazy plus tired to take train. ;X
than than.
小kat ask me take water & clean up the shop.
cause she want to train new girl.
so i just go do lorhs.
than i was doing cleaning.
there was one little boy keep pointing at me & keep laughing for nth.
i don want to care.
just do my own thing.
& the little boy come & smack my butt.
i totally stud when he first hitted me.
than that boy smack my butt 3 time can?
& keep pointing at me & laugh.
i fking piss can?
tsk,
is like so irritaing lorhs.
than 小kat keep asking me to cool down.
how to cool down this way.
is i'm the one who kena smack can?
wanted to scold but see he still young lahs.
wanted to tell her parent.
but when the little boy smack me.
my brain is totally blank.

than today eat alot of thing again.
siao liao.
how to on diet like that? D;

than today took can home.
& super suay lorhs.
i left me wallet in the shop.
when i realize.
i'm already at my hosue downstair.
that can driver damn attitude can?
give me a face.
can he dive me back & let me take my wallet?
if i don take my wallet.
how am i going to pay him the cab fair?
don use brain think also use your butt think marhs.
than that unlce attitudely drive me back to my work place & say.
i'm not going to dirve you back.
& you batter put something here while you take your wallet.
fk him lahs.
like i really will run away.
pls lahs.
i'm not this kind of person can?
actually,
i got a mindset that wanted to run away. ><
but i don have so zekark lahs.
i know if i do that.
kamar will come.

than i still 故意 slowly go up take.
let the uncle wait for me.
can see the unlce scare i run away.
but i spend 2obucks cab home.
so expensive can? T.T

& my ex text me again.
he say he miss me.
so this meaning what?
i have totally no idea.
& i don want to care anymore. ;D
23 more day shadan will be back.
yes,
i'm still counting down.
& shadan called me today & say want to buy me bangle.
scarli is those indian wear want.
than i wear like indian people. ;X
but never mind lahs.
shadan no money le.
still buy thing for me.
so touch can?

- lock my heart with yours;

2009-10-06T23:35:00.000-07:00
我快要肥死了，
这么办？
let me list down today what i ate.
kfc 2 pc chincken set meal.
5 piece of bread that i bought ytd.
fried sweet potato.
fried 油条.
seafood tom yam soup.
i think thats all?
omg omg.
i cant keep eating already.
shall i buy diet pill?

& my stupid ahkor lie to me.
i kena scarm by him.
he told me that he is going to repiar my fones for me.
& ended up still now.
it have been 2 week already.
he haven even repair it.
fk you man.
shall i repair my own?
buy a new phone?
or buy a china phone?
everything need money.
&& i'm just too poor for paying all this.
fk it.
why my fking phone spoilt?
i miss my phone sooooooooooo much you know?

after work when to meet emily.
actually meet her at bugis want.
she last min say got movie.
so i trained all the way down to cathay to meet her.
just to return her back money & pass her some stuff.
after that.
i cab home.
nabeis.
how much money i spend this week already.
just got my pay & i'm going to broke soon.
still paying extra 3bucks for ERP. -'-

tml working morning shift.
& i need to wake up all my own.
counting down 24 more days.
tml need to clear all my reverse stuff.
i'm just so broke broke broke!
when shadan come back.
i pay again.
omg.
this mth i'm so poor.
help. D;

- who can i run to when i'm down?

2009-10-05T23:13:00.000-07:00
wake up early in the morning,
all thanks to my ah kor.
woke me up at 8am.
want to have a nice sleep also cannot.
still angry with him 3o% ><
deal to that quarrel last week.
& another reason i woke up is because i'm hungry.
but ahkor very nice.
he 打包 chincken rice for me.
but must wait 1hrs than can eat my breakfast.
cause ahkor say he need to go out awhile.
by the time he rched home.
i fall asleep again. ;X

sleep for an hrs.
ahkor woke me up again.
this time he ask me wake up & eat.
he still say.
want sleep eat finish than sleep.
he want me 肥死 than happy. ><
eat full full aks me go back to sleep again.
but i bo chap him.
i sleep another 15min than wake up eat my chinken rice.

actually meet kxg 3pm want.
but she say she stomach pain.
meet me 3.3opm.
but ended up meet her 4.3o going to 5pm at vivo. =.=
never mind.
i forgive her.
who aks me dote her so much.
hor kxg?

than some more kxg don wnat to go vivo want.
but ended up she came with me.
than some more.
she herself say got nth to buy.
ended up also got buy thing. ;X

went to FOREVER21 & shop.
saw ain & she was shock when she see me.
i got no idea why.
& mary macham really FOREVER21 sia.
FOREVER so small size. ><

okays.
today i spend alot already.
need to save up.
still own shadan one sushi teh.

than after vivo.
bused to ion for hk cafe.
& is my treats.
finally return kxg a meal that i own her so long.

look yummy right?

can you see the different?

after dinner.
when to slack some where & home sweet home.
a BIG hugs before we walk different way.
& walk toward & anyhow pull one cab door. ;X
my leg was killing me.
now got blister already.
so sad.

tml have to wake up early again.
work again.
one day off like not enough lehs.
but just go the the money. ;D

texting shadan is so expensive can?
but is worth lahs.
hehhs.
think this mth i will be very poor. D;

- lock all the mrmory into a secret box;

2009-10-04T23:11:00.000-07:00
i'm still not used to when you are really gone.
i miss you so much. D;
i want you now Now NOW!

it have been 3 days only.
& i cant take it anymore.
still got another 26 more days to go.
such a long way to go.
omg.
time can you pls pass faster?

wishing the money is already ready for me to take out. D;
will it be tml?
is shadan was here.
he sure pray for me want.
i need cash so much now!

tml i'm going out with kxg.
& yes.
finally,
but hope my pay is out & out for shopping. ;D
will be upload our fotos again.

- stick with you.

2009-10-03T08:47:00.002-07:00
today almost late for work.
& i finally bought my zipper lace top.
kiss goodbyes 45bucks.

i'm so happy.
worried for whole nights for shadan calls,
& yes.
shadan called me today.
felt supre supre happy. ;D
but sad to say.
my number cant text thru to india.
fk lorhs.
need to buy another perpaid card.
but never mind lahs.
is worth. <3

- i'm still waiting. . .

2009-10-02T22:07:00.000-07:00
todat shadan go india le.
so sad lorhs.
don have a change to send shadan go airport. *many many sad face*
than before shadan fly.
shadan ring me up.
& i was sleeping. ;X
but i'll miss you alright?

went to work pernormal.
& super super tired.
waiting me next off.
& my pay to out.
shopping is what i want now. ><
but of cause need to save some too.
kinda regret over spend.
but compair with last time.
this mth is still a batter mth.

i need to learn how to save my money.
or ended up.
i'm the one who die.
need to take less cab. ;D

- it's time to have a break.

2009-09-30T23:50:00.000-07:00
today is my happy day.
& is like finally get a chance to go under water world. ;D
i'm here to share with you guy with some cute fotos of the fishes.
& you guy are so lucky can?
can save 23 bucks to see.
& i don have a good skill of taking fotos.
if want to see more or clear.
pls pay your own 23bucks to see. ;X
lets the fotos do the talking.

i didt lie to you guys.
see, it's 23 bucks.

this want look like kaka can?

jelly fish.

this dugong cute right?
she is eating. ;D

see how big size is she.
this fish is 16o kg.
& 1o years old.

we saw this outside.

end of the fotos.
want see more pls ask me.
& shadan is flying off soon. D;
hais.

- 在说一次你爱我;

2009-09-29T23:57:00.000-07:00
ytd working morning shift.
but ended work at o83o pm.
cause we are having a dinner with everyone.
actually 9 need to rch.
but customer keep coming in.
so we are late. D;
lets to fotos continue the talking.

shutter ming ;X

aku cinta miko.

what a lovely couple.

ming,YOUR FINGER!!

now much batter.

jasmine,the mummy. ;D

ming say want chop off my face in this fotos. D;

the oct babys,HAPPY BITHDAY GIRLS. ;D

after.

we are one big family. (;

stacey & me.

& more fotos will be coming up. . .
thanks wendy for send me back home last nights. ;D

& for today.
just super tired.
had breakfast with shadan at hk cafe.
& cab down to work.
cause i scare i was late. ><
lastly.
UNDER WATER WORLD.
HERE I COME. ^^

- xoxo;

2009-09-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

i finally upload a fotos of mine.
& let me start of ytd first.
work morning shift.
doing the same old thing of cause.
play & fool around.
just to pass time.

& after wrok shadan went down to meet me.
rush down to taka cause shadan wanted to go shusi tei.
but there too many people le.
so change to paragon.
& we are super lucky.
we are the last customer that can have the last order. ;)
i'm swaer i was super full.
but the food there not bad.
first time go also.
but will be eating sec round soon. ><

after eating went to catch a movie at cine.
walk around the whole cine just to pass time.
bought a stud bangle.
help yanting buy.
cause she like also.
& shadan is the one who book the ticket.
watch inglourious basterds.
i only watch 1/4 of it.
another 3/4 i was sleeping. ;X
the movie is quite violence.
but i got no idea why people were laughing.
maybe i miss the funny part.

after movie,
home sweet home.

& for today.
early in the morning quarrel with my ah kor.
actually today don want to go home.
but shadan asked me to home.
i give shadan face okays? ;X

i'm super tired now.
need to have a good rest.
tml have to work again.
yawns~

- 能不能和我一起走到时间的镜头？

2009-09-24T22:12:00.000-07:00
today jump out my bed.
cause i though i'm late for work.
but.
today is my off day.
why must i jump out of my bed?
i told shadan bout this.
but shadan keep laughing & say.
i'm over work. =.=

than today kxg go taiwan le.
i miss her.
soon will be shadan turn.
i just cant do anything.

went facial today.
& it cost me 4o bucks.
they still say on promotion.
heart pain lehs.
but 为了 my face.
is worth lahs. ;X

took a cab home.
& very sway can?
i wanted to sit behind.
but the driver stop me.
asked me to sit infront.
give me some reason.
so i sit infront.
than i was eating.
the driver pass me a tissues paper & keep saying in clean.
& ask me eat slowly.
i forget to put sit belt.
but the drive say no need to put. =.=
cause very near only.
i was like wtf?
the drive still ask me got boyf anot?
will he have a chance?
i totally stun at the cab can?
some more so expensive.
took me 7 buck.
i rather take bus home.
abit regret.
tml eating grass le. D;

- 带我和你一起走好吗？

2009-09-21T23:16:00.000-07:00
today cab to work.
cause i over slept. =.=
& all because i forgot to set my alram.
waste so much money this mth on cab already. D;
borke,broke,BROKE!

& one impossible thing have happen today.
one of my ex texted me.
i'm total shocked!
don know what he want from me also.
he told me that he found a letter i wrote to him.
& just wanted to asked how have i been?
seriously.
i don think got so 简单 lorhs.
anw.
i don care.
but one more thing he say bout me is.
i'm still as same as last time.
so can prove that i didt change.
i'm still who i am.
good thing or bad thing?
i have no idea.

after wokr when watsons bought some stuff & trained home.
& thinking.
how long my money can last?
counting down for my pay day. D;

feeling down sad.
next wekk kxg going taiwan le.
than next mth shadan going india.
seem like everyone is leaving me. T.T
when can i see them again?
i'll miss them & i really will.
next mth will be a boring mth i think.
now all i can do is just let it be.

- wake me up when you are back;

2009-09-20T23:45:00.000-07:00
ytd,
after work meet shadan.
casue shadan say want to bring me go flyer.
& yeah!
i finally have a chance to go flyer. ;D
is like so sweet can?
but sad to say.
there were 2 indian couple came in our cabin. D;
some more one of a indian lady vomited inside. =.=
&& they just fking noisy.
but we talk louder than them. ;X

i did enjoy myself.
just didt care the 2 couple.
but i don have a chance to take fotos.
cause my fones spoilt. D;

after the flyer.
went to hk cafe.
shadan was shock cause i eat alot. ;X
after eating.
anyhow walk till go home.
& we very zai can?
from marina walk to suntec,
suntec walk to bugis,
bugis walk to cathay. ;X
can imagine how long we walk.
slacked outside cathay awhile & home sweet home.

&& today.
busy working.
nth much to talk about.
just same old thing.

lastly.
when will i 减肥成功？
when can i know how to contorl myself from eating?
& is time for me to go facial. ;D

- 只能怪我自己太任性;

2009-09-17T22:20:00.000-07:00
today went out with kxg.
& like finally meet her go jalan jalan lorhs.
so happy anw. ;D
wake up very early cause my fones keep ringing. =.=
than mr spiderman text me told me that his friend not coming down queensway.
but he came down meet me alone.

meet mr spiderman bout 12pm?
& i'm late.
walk around queensway than slacked at hk cafe. ;X
treat mr spiderman a meal.
& he so poor thing can?
no money eat.
ask him borrow from me he don wnat.
than i otld him that the meal i treat him jusy treat it as his birthday gift. ><

than actually meet kxg at 2pm de.
ended up she was late.
but i did not angry her.
cause i loves her too much. <3
slacked some where neasr queenstown mrt station ALONE!!

trained down to bugis together with kxg.
than me & kxg fasting.
so funny.
i breake my fast. ;X
but i with her.
i never eat le.
cause i ask kxg to contorl me.
thanks kxg. <3

bough a number of thing at bugis.
i finally bought my vintage belt.
& sad to say.
i bought another roumper.
& is nicer than the one i boguht in msia.
some more is cheaper can?
zzz.

others,
let the fotos do the talking.
cuase i;m just too lazy. ;X

our dinner. ;D

after dinner.
home sweet home.
BUT.
sway thing started to happen to me. D;
my fones 跳楼 than the screen spoilt.
heart pain can?
than my lappy internet cannot work.
i want to change fones.
going to broke soon.

- 恨你以为太爱你;

2009-09-16T23:55:00.000-07:00

even it look retarted,
but i just loves it. ;D

today kxg came down to find me again.
cause dollie want to buy that blink blink cap.
& is a last piece.
i asked yanting helped me to reserve casue i scare people buy away.
see i so good right. ><

bought a box of muffin from a gay.
sorry.
i don meant to say that innocent gay.
but he really is a gay.
i just cant help.
anw.
he/she friendly. ;D
& the muffin is quite nice.

inside the box there were five muffin.
one for kxg,
another for dollie,
another for david,
one for me,
& the last one for shadan. ><
just nice five.

took a fotos of the muffin too.

do you want to have a bite?

& i very good hors.
kxg saw one scarf that she like.
i helped her pay 2 bucks.
see i so sayang her.
so loves her. <3

than bout 7 plus 8 went to order snow ice.
& helped yanting to order too.
i order first kissfor myself & yanting's first date

this how it look. ;D

time pass while eating my snow ice.
& after work meet chris for dinner?
went to hk cafe.
walked to cine & i finally ate my curry ramen. ;D
it's nice.
but very full.
& chris gei kiang order so many.
order pork some more.
hahahas.
wanted to be hk cafe member.
but.
they never ask me.
home sweet home after that.

& is time to pack my messy room.
i just tahan the messyness of my room.
i want 减肥!!
anyone can help me?
contorl me? D;

- sing me a loves story;

2009-09-15T23:36:00.000-07:00
what a tiring day?
still counting down to my off day.
i want my under water world & flyer. D;
beside wating.
still waiting.
but i don mind waiting. ;D
cause i know i will get a chance to go.

today kxg went down & find me.
i finally passed her a black top that i wanted to give her very long.
& a pink blink blink lanyard that she asked me to buy.
she told me that she loves it alot.
i'm just gald that she loves it. ;)

& today actaully happily finish my settlement wanted to go home le.
customer titi come in.
so fking pekchek can?
i just don understand why customer cant be considerate?
don they know we are closing?
why still keep coming in?
shop light on means shop still open?
!@#$%^&*()_+
so piss off.
waste my time only.

i'm not going to continue anymore.
it;s make me more piss off.
stop here & need to go bed early. ;D

- 带我一起走好吗？

2009-09-14T23:13:00.000-07:00
i'm here to apologize for not updating my blog.
anw.
last fri i went jb with shadan.
is like finally i get out of singapore.
took me bout few hrs to rch.
& i just felt over dumb over there.
don know which way to go.
thanks shadan for guarding me. <3

seriously.
there is quite big.
but.
there don have waht i wanted to buy. D;
& i regrate change too much SGD over there.
zz.
i got not much thing to buy over there.
i treat shadan eat sushi.
& is seriously damn fking cheap can?
is just only 2obucks for 2 person.
& shopping over there no need to see price want.
just buy only. ><

bought lanyard for kxg, yanting & myself.
& others i bought them hello panda.
cause i odn know waht else to buy.
i also bought a roumper over there.
but is kinda expensive. D;
abw.
over there.
money is not a problem ;X
& i'm not rich.
so don have the mind set that i'm rich.

went for a moive.
cause really got no idea what to do next.
& after the movie.
is already 6pm?
went back to singapore cause nth batter to do.

i did enjoy myself.
but nth much for me to buy.
there don have the headfones colour that i wanted. D;
so sad lorhs.

rched singapore around 7 to 8 puls i think.
went to a roti prata shop & settle our dinner.
& really very nice can?
i like the cheese & mushroom derh prata.

yawns.
i'm so lazy to continue.
hahas.
stop here than.

- picture of you;

2009-09-09T23:53:00.000-07:00
i'm just so tired.
working 9 day straight.
& i really cant wait go to msia this week. ;D

- never turn back; ;D

2009-09-01T23:30:00.000-07:00
it have been so long i ever update my blog.
seem so dead.
i'm going to reved it. ;X
&& today was my special day.
also can say a importan day?

& i cant wait money to out from my bank.
shopping is waiting for me.
i had enough eating maggie mee already. ><
counting down 1 more week.
i'm suffering. D;

i'm off to msia soon.
& imy miko. D;
its time for bed now. ;D

- prove it to me;

2009-08-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

okays.
this is a last week screen short. ><
i'm just here to update ;D

- i hate that you leave me alone here!

2009-08-15T23:45:00.000-07:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ;D
祝我生日快乐!
actually is a happy day for me.
ended up it have become a NORMAL DAY.
all thanks to someone.
i'm not going to mention the name.
& you should know who you are. ;D

totally no plain for my BIG DAY.
wanted a simple celebration.
ended up tears the whole day.
i was fking disappointed.
& everything seem not the same again.
i know that 人是会变的.
but its was my BIG DAY.
one yrs one time only.
& you choose to be your guy. D;

some more i asked a few days early to double cfm.
& its a last min cancel.
is like so wtf can?
if you don want to go out with me.
I'M OKAYS WITH ME.
JUST STOP ALL YOU CRAPS WITH ME.
if you think boyf is so importan than a long know friendship.
go ahead.
if you think is so worth it.
go ahead.
you may say i don understand you even we know each other long.
but when you got any problem.
you will never say out.
if you don say out.
how am i going to know?
pls,
i'm, not god.
i can read people mind.

you have chnage until i myself also 不认识你了.
pls look at yourself.
how much you have change.
not even me say that.
you may say i got no right to say you.
but ask yourself.
what you have done?
you yourself got no fault?
i don mind you put all the blame on me.
but how much i have give in to you?
ended up you claim up to my head?
you alwasy want to win.
always think of yourself ONLY.
don care people feeling.
only can blame myself for being soft hearted.
i'm going to tell everyone your ture colour.

don think you have a boyf 很伟大.
you say he is your ture loves?
how cfm are you?
you can see the future?
i don so.

you say we are best friend?
i don think so too.
when you are down.
who do you find?
not me.
but your other friend.
this can prove that you no need me anymore.
your action have prove to me that you don cherish this friendship.
what also boyf.
like no boyf one day will die.
so despo.
bth~

don you think after you have a boyf.
everything have change?
don you thin once you have boyf,
you treat me diffrently?
you may say you are who you are.
but all i can tell you.
you have chnage until you yourself also don know you changed.
you are just so selfish.
i cant believe you have become like this.

we used to share thing together,
laugh together,
go out together,
do things together,
eat together,
play together.
now!
all NO MORE!

i'm not saying anything bout the pass.
you make me look down on you.
i know everyone is not perfect.
even me.
but i just got nth to say how much you mean to me.
& you just never realise that you are so heartless.
you rather leave me alone here than accompany me. D;

anw.
i wnat to thank emily that accompany me for dinenr & movie.
even was a simple outing.
but i'm still very touched.
& thank kage for asking me for dinner even we did got go out. ><
i also want to thanks blossom (mj),chunli (kaka), xian nu (mika), bin daddy, pure, light & more for cheering me up.
loves you guys. <3

& ytd.
i want to thanks 小kat,yanting,ming & jasmine.
thanks them for open a small celebration at mcd.
& thanks the ice-cream with fries (candle).
&& 遥遥薯条. (shake shake shake).
i'm really very happpy. ;D
胖达很开心. ;D
& thanks wendy & david for thir wishes.

even i have a bad day on my birthday.
but it have make me relise & prove how much i mean to her.
okays.
no point saying all this now.
i have my own way to go.
even i have no boyf.
i'm still happy with who i am.
what i am.
not like someone.
rather want boyf than friend.
& a lair that said friend come first.
PLS WAKE UP LAHS!

my wish for this yr is.
to recover my sickness asap.
& everyone to be happy. ;D
lastly.
fotos will be upload soon ;)

- forgive BUT NEVER forget;

2009-08-01T23:52:00.000-07:00
let me start from ytd first.
yes.
ytd was my off day.
& i didt rot at home.
casue i went to yan ting birthday party.
& seriously,
it's was real happening & fun.

meet siqian while waiting for others to finish work.
slacked at han's.
& also bought yan ting's persent too.

大cat drive us to maraina.
i felt so 幸福 can?
hahas.
well.
went to k box & sing.
*happy happy*
& helped the girls to buy mac.
& from the start till the end.
ming sing non stop.
we do have fotos taking too,

let the fotos do the talking.
i'm just too lazy. ><

we open table?

want some chivas?

<">
me & birthday girl.

大cat;小panda

来亲一个. ><

black & white.

小panda;小kat.

there will be more coming up. ;D
pls be patience.

okays.
now let me start what today happen.
actually.
just same old thing.
is just that.
poor yan ting & ming sick.
do take care of yourself okays? ;D

i'm very tired now.
i want to go sleep le.
goodnights.
& to be continue. . .

- 我只是个笨熊猫;

2009-07-30T23:22:00.000-07:00
today is cmi day.
today as normal.
a delivery girl?
helped to buy bubble tea for shiqian,ming & yan ting.
& shiqian order is milo,others all chocolate.
but end up.
shi qian want is right.
but ours are totally wrong.
the person give us coffee.
is like so wtf.
so i went down to ask for an exchange.
the person keep apologize to me.
i changed the drink from chocolate to milo.

& i try the bubble tea.
is like so wtf!
i teast greentea but not milo.
ming told me hers is totally no teast.
& i asked yan ting to try hers,
she drink & look at me.
the first thing she say.
cmi lahs.
i tried hers.
damn sweet.
i like. ><

than today i fianlly try my mango pankcake.
so happy.
but sad to say.
inside the pankcake got cream.
& i hate cream.
some more.
even got 3 pieces.
the pancake is damn small can?
omg.
damn cmi. =.=
but no choice.
i have already bought it.
& no one want to eat also.
so solo i it . ><

than a few hrs later.
i order fries.
& you know what happen again?
the never give me chili sauce.
i totaly sian ji pua.

than today i'm also very blur.
& i wear like a cowboy,
no i mean a cowgirl.
than yan ting saw me blur blur she say this to me.
what happen to you today?
issit 牛仔很忙?
i jia tao lols.

& i'm so tired now.
my feet are killing me.
& now all i can do is 忍!D;
*sayng my feet*
i knpow i sound stupid.

okays okays.
i'm going to upload some of my fotos.
keep seeing all the word will fall asleep.
macharm read story book.
just sit back & relax okays ;D

happy happy ;D

sad sad. D;

bleah ;P

LOLs.

retared

panda join in the fun ;D

okays.
i know some of my fotos really look damn retarted.
but.
entertainment marhs.
right?
hehhs.
those people whp are sad hope you see my fptos will smile.
those people who are happy hope you can become more happy.
lalallas~

now.
i'm still thinking shall i go to yan ting birthday party?
broke, broke & broke. D;
& i hate my lappy connetion.

- 爱还存在这个世界上吗？

2009-07-29T22:30:00.000-07:00
i'm super broke now.
i don even have the money to eat.
& some more.
when will be my shopping day?
i'm still waiting. ;D
& i'm still counting down too.

2 more weeks.
my birthday is coming.
i just don know what to do & how to celebrate. D;
still asking around what shall i do.
never mind.
i still got time to think. ><

today i have rot at home again.
& didt eat a proper meal.
how sad.
i'm veyr hungry now.
i don know why also.
i cooked maggie & eat 5 pieces or biscuit some more.
but my stomach told me to put in more food. D;

& today i need to put my own 洗澡水.
cause my hosue heater spoilt again.
so sad.
why all the sad thing happen to me?
who can tell me?
*sobs*

- there no such thing as MR RIGHT;

2009-07-27T23:35:00.000-07:00
i've been tired,
crazy,
eating,
retarted whole day.
time past faster that i think.
i've learn alot of thing in life.
& who say i need to have a boyf to be batter?
i'm happy with who i am now.
yes!
that anyhow jump,
crazy,
cheerful,
happy,
retared panda is back. ;D
i enjoyed being who i am now.

today was busy,busy & busy.
& also fun,funny too.
but i'm as broke as i said. D;
became more & more pathetic.
omg.
help me pls.

okays okays.
counting down to shopping.
我忍！！
the day is come soon.
i'm still counting down. ><

so many thing feel like eating.
awws.
i loves food so much so much.
i'm still waiting a chace to teast the mango pancake.
look yummy. D;
wait for me.
i'll be back.
LOLs.

- explain to me, what is a boyf for?

2009-07-26T23:47:00.000-07:00
omg omg,
i got so many so many thing wanted to buy.
so many so many thing on my mine now.
how i wish i can have what i want.
but i'm just dream off. D;

being so tied this few days.
day by day have past.
& soon.
i'll be older.
how i wish i can be young & stop growing up.
& this mth is going to end soon.
how sad?
go one corner & emo?
not my style.

i miss so many so many people.
but i got no time to meet them.
is like my time have been lock up.
but since i choose this way.
i must continue walk it. D;
i'll make sure find a time & meet up all the people that i miss. ;D

this mths is going to end.
& i'm still so broke.
help help~
anyone help me?
now,
i only can blame myself for spending money like tap water. ><

okays okays.
i need to contorl myself.
but i'm gonna big shop when i got my money. ;X

miko is going.
& i'll miss her. D:
take care my friend.

- 除了等待，还是等待。

2009-07-25T23:41:00.000-07:00
today calvin ring me up & i woke up.
& meet him very randomly.
he came down to queenstown & meet me.
so sweet of him.
went to near by to eat our lunch?

after eating bus-ed to vivo.
cause i think there will have the thing that he wanted to buy.
okays.
i had lots of fun going out with him today.
we went to the pet shop.
& the puppy really very cute.
& calvin make the sound effect very funny.
i keep laughing.

but sad to say.
today didt found the item that he want.
but i still had lots of fun going out with him.
if he did not ask me out today.
i think i'll be rotting at home.

& calvin very bad.
we walk pass pastamania.
he keep asking me go in.
& he know i'm broke.

okays okays.
thats all for today.
is late now.
& is time for bed.
goodnights ;D

- 我答应我会勇敢下去;

2009-07-24T23:48:00.000-07:00
i finally do my house work.
i packed my wardrop,
sweap the floor,
change my bed shet & pack my bed nicely,
pack my table,
& also repained my nail.

today mr spider man texed me & i work up.
actually meet him 1 pm at city hall.
but end up meet him 2.3o pm?
reason.
today's weather too good.
i want to sleep more. ;X

meet mr spider man & slack outside mac.
he passed me a pack of bubble gum,
weeeeeeets~~
i can slowly eat until i happy le.
slacked there bout 1 hrs & leave there le.

trained home.
& when i rched home.
to be continue of sleeping. ><
thats all for today. ;D

- 爱情是什么东西?

2009-07-23T23:43:00.000-07:00
i'm so hungry & tired now.
don know how many meal i eat a day than enough.
i just cant stop myself for eating.
omg.
who can help me?
i don want oneday be come a 大肥婆.

tml i'm going to rot at home again.
no money.
go where also bored.
even want to go out slack.
also don know who to find,
& where to go. D;

still counting down to my shopping day.
& i'm gonna rest as much i can now.
hehhs.
no idea what to update.
goodbyes ;D

- one step at a time;

2009-07-22T21:33:00.000-07:00
i've a good & a bad news.
lets me start on the bad news first.
my dad is still fever.
& i felt very worried for him.
he sick still go to work. D;
& really hope he can recover asap.
see the way he pain.
my heart hurts.

& my good news is we are back to normal again.
refersh it from the start.
i'm so happy okays?
yeah!
the day will be back.
& i'll never lose it again ;D

yawnns.
today whole day rotting at home.
didt eat.
& dead on my bed whole day too.
now i felt so hungry & going to eat as much as i can.
the hungry ghost is back. ;D
okays.
full stop.
thats all i'm going to say.

- never do the same mistake again;

2009-07-20T23:28:00.000-07:00
我只希望我的老爸身体健康。
真的不想他有事。D；

- i'm sorry

2009-07-18T23:51:00.000-07:00
this few day i really don know what happen.
keep eating,eating & eating.
just like my friend say.
chinese 7 mth ghost door haven open.
i already come out. =.=
think soon,
我真的会肥死!!

today actually wanted to meet kxg want.
but we got no idea where to go.
& some more i'm very broke.
wonder rest of the mth how.
ended up i stay at home sleep.

today i sleep alot.
almost the whole day i'm dead at my bed.
& today i did't eat much.
cause i keep sleeping.
& so sweet of my mummy.
cooked maggie for me to eat.

sometime,
i still miss the time we spend together.
everytime i saw butterfly & your fav chinamon.
i'll think of you.
we no longer as close as last time anymore.
the happy moment we spend,
& the tears we shared.
now is all gone.
i miss them & i really do. D;
& is from the btm of my hear.

- will you miss me when i'm gone?

2009-07-16T23:30:00.000-07:00
another tiring day. D;
but still had lots of fun.
& i'm so short of cash now.
all i can do is wait,wait & wait.

okays.
bed time!
goodnights.

- tonights i'm fallen & i cant gibve up.

2009-07-14T23:50:00.000-07:00
i'm going to update before i go to bed.
i relised that my life have became more & more meaningless.
& i'm very broke.
felt very pathetic.
nth can help. D;

till now,
i'm just too lazy to pack my room.
Finding part time maid anyone? ;X

kxg arhs,
get well soon okays?
i'm worry for you.
do take care of yourself okays?
LOVEs <3

- i'll be stronger than before.

2009-07-12T03:39:00.000-07:00
now is already 2.45am.
& i'm not in bed.
today kxg texted me & i woke up.
actually meet kxgat 4pm.
end up late by 1hrs.
i'm not going to say why. ;X

& kxg very sweet lorhs.
she came down to queenstown MRT to meet me.
we trained to somerset casue kxg want to buy that stupid ring.
can see she relly like it very much.
if i got the money i sure buy for her.
but too bad i'm real BROKE!!

actually today kxg want to go fareast buy her milk tea want.
but kena stoped by me.
sorry kxg.
i promise next time i treat you drink okays?
& also actually eating hk cafe derh.
but dollie last min cmi.
so cancel.
but lucky never cancel me & kxg outing.
hehhs.
so happy. ;D
& also i'm very broke.
eat liao no money.

after buying the ring.
kxg look very happy lorhs.
can see from her face.
i see liao also happy.
even i know the ring still not worth. =.=

walked to cine for dinner.
ate LJS. *yummy*
& i spend all my money on food.
think going to be a hungry ghost soon. ;X
no matter how i eat.
after while will feel hungry again.
& because of this.
i'm BROKE!!
i need to cut down.
or i'll be fat too. D;

after our dinner bused to vivo.
took some fotos in bus.
& saw some small ahbeng.
the are so childish can?
on song until so loud.
macharm scare no one know they are opening song.
kxg also join in the fun.
but she did;t on very loud.
& kxg told me that got a guy talking bad bout us.
if i know waht.
i sure scold out wnat.
they lucky only. ><
okays.
fotos time. ;D

kxg macham eating chewing gum sia.

me:wahs,kxg.what a nice ring?
kxg:thanks ;D

me:will you merry me? ;X
kxg:yes i do.

ended up.
we are not couple like laogong & laopo.
but we are KAI XIN GUO ;D

when rched to vivo.
went to walk around.
& since i quitted my job in vivo.
i never steped in to vivo ANYMORE!!

went to kopitiam drink my soup.
& kxg very 花吃can?
saw one 帅哥happy until like don know what?
i see liao super tak boleh tahan.
she still got take a fotos of that 帅哥 can? =.=
i eat finish liao.
she still think of that 帅哥.
say want to find that 帅哥 again.
see how jialat is she. ;X
but she still my kxg.
i still loves her. <3

walked round vivo & while finding kxg friend.
we saw the 帅哥.
& kxg shout, wow.
that 帅哥 turn & look at us.
& can see kxg face tell me she is dam lucky to see him again.
than than went to a place slack & take fotos again.
& lets the fotos do the talking again. ;D
just sit back & relax.

a BIG BIG BUBBLE ;D

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see no evil. ;X

fk you. -'-

i loves this fotos. ;D

a random fotos took by me.
& it;s nice right?

after oure bubble fotos.
we went to meet kxg friend.
&kxg friend birthday very funny.
can you imagine a guy wear bra?
ahahahs.
is really very funny lahs.
you must see than know.
too bad i didt took a fotos.
or i can show.
&& more fotos of us. ;D

after our fotos taking.
we went home.
i send kxg to MRT station lift & i go off.
cause i also need o catch the last bus.
& that stupid bus let me wait for 2o to 25min?
zz.
dam angry can?
but got bus batter than nth.

rched home bout 12am?
continue take some more fotos.
but this time round.
i didt put the fotos in my lappy.
i'm just too lazy.
& seriously today i had lots of fun with my kxg. <3

- 我讨厌为时间掉眼泪;

2009-07-10T22:33:00.000-07:00
MY NAIL BREAKS;
& i'm very upsad. D;

- i need a break